Christina Pacosz

 


At Morskie Oko Lake, Zakopane



It is a gray country

even when the sky is blue

and today it is raining.


Mist gathers itself

a quiet fist

clutching the mountains.


Nuns in gray habits

walk over gray rocks

circling the lake.


If this is too much gray

look at the trees, green

bodies, beds of moss


waiting, the small blue

eyes of niezapominakji*

watching.


The nuns have disappeared

and only the shore of the lake

the eye of the sea


is visible, a narrow

border of aquamarine

filled with trout flicking


tails in cold water

swimming in the only

sky there is.


*forget-me-nots


Also, appears Private, International Review of Black and White Photographs and Text, From Poland, Issue No. 41, Summer 2008


The Trumpeter of Krakow



I swear on my honor as a Pole,

as a servant of the King of the Polish

people, that I will faithfully and

unto the death, if there be need, sound

upon the trumpet the Heynal in honor

of Our Lady each hour in the Tower of

the church which bears her name.


Ancient oath of the Trumpeter of Krakow


The whole city listens

when the trumpeter plays.

People open their ears

and look up at the sky

cloudy today or a hazy

blue, smeared with dirt

from Nowa Huta's steel

mills. A whole country

of ears waiting

for the broken note,

as if listening

could make the song

complete.


I am listening, too,

and the listening does

heal the brokenness

like the flash of color

on a butterfly's wing

makes us happy

when we are not.


The trumpeter plays the hour

and has for 800 years

since the Tartars

surrounded him, reminding

all who listen:


Each of us

is invaded

daily, hourly

minute by minute

by time

and its deadly

arrows.


How to sing

from the highest steeple

and warn the city

with the sounds

that live

in us

and the world?


Also, appears Private, International Review of Black and White Photographs and Text, From Poland, Issue No. 41, Summer 2008


For Ciotka*

Felinow, August



We are cutting

off the poppies' heads

long after

the bloom.


It is the seed

we want.


Add egg, sugar, flour

and vanilla:

poppy seed cake.


My mouth waters

as we walk the row

gathering dried stalks

into our arms.


I tell you I will keep

one pod. When

I shake it thousands

of miles away the quiet

sound the seeds make

will remind me of you,

the crone of the family.


Your head spins, your heart

hurts and all

the food you eat

comes back

to trouble you.


You do not like

to think

of yourself

as dried up.


A dried-up woman

takes up room

by the fire.


So you stand and cook

all day, walking across

the muddy yard

to climb the wood pile

in search

of the driest pieces.


How is it

that wood

and poppy seeds

are at their best

when dried


but you are not?



aunt


The Assumption of the Blessed Virgin Mary, August 15


1.


She has gone

to heaven

where she will

intercede

for us.


She is the earth

and cannot

forget us.


Last night

under a half moon

she rose

with the smoke

from the burning

stubble, a bonfire

in the fields

lighting her way.


When she passed

the moon

she cast

a shadow:


this dream


Through the muddy

fields of Felinow

three women

come to me


to show me a spring.


I search for it

all day

in every leaf

and lark.


2.


My aunt arranges

a bouquet

her daughter-in-law

has gathered

to be blessed

in church.


Mach* buckwheat barley millet

dill dahlias asparagus fern

cabbage leaf daisies gladioli

green beans roses and phlox


When the next cow calves

the dried bloom

will sweeten her

first drinking water

and Mary’s blessing

flow from her udders.


3.


The sow and her ten piglets

roam the locked farmyard.

I sit on a stool

in the mud and sun.


We are all on holiday.



The odor of chamomile

strong as church incense

after the rain

and the pigs' rooting.


The sow makes

a deep sound

in her foraging

and the piglets run

on tiny hooves


through the mud


toward her.


*poppy seed


4.


A woman wearing

a white head scarf

and a red dress

walks the rutted road

on her way to church


carrying a bouquet.



The Assumption of the Blessed Virgin May, August 15, original musical score by Annelinde Metzner, Asheville, North Carolina, June 1989.



The Assumption of the Blessed Virgin Mary, (text used and titled The Abundance of Mary), included in a CD, The Abundance of Mary, Songs and Poems of the Divine Feminine, recorded live at the Unitarian Universalist Church, Asheville, North Carolina, August 27, 2006, produced by Annelinde Metzner.



The Shrine of the Black Madonna at Czestochowa


You are the light of the world.

A city set on a hill

cannot be hid.



Matthew 5:14


A multitude, such as Jesus must have spoken to, swells the

cathedral. What century is this? You are the destination of a

blood-red tunnel. The old mother, icon of a people. I am

gazing into a birth canal, being pushed toward you, and you are

the world I am entering.


A world that is in the world, but not of it, where my heart is a

spring of clear water, cold and fresh. A world where joy sits on

my lap always. A world where pain is seasonal and you birth

all of it. Again and again taking illness and death into you to

make the new moon of beginnings possible.


The people surrounding me are ripples breaking on the rim of a

pool deep in the mountains. And they hold me up.


There is an old woman behind me who cannot see you, she is

so stooped. I turn to one side, my eyes riveted on you. We rise

and kneel again. The woman cannot. I offer her my arm and she

pulls herself up. And down again, leaning on me. I am

weeping. We are both smiling. While you watch.



Some Thoughts on the Polish Custom of Greeting

Every Occasion with Flowers



That last night

in the ancient capital

there are flowers

at my feet

as I step

onto the tram.


Lupine and pansy

in a nosegay

purple against

the dense black

of the street.


I pick the bouquet

crushing the flowers

to my face

where the tears

are waiting.



Also, appears Private, International Review of Black and White Photographs and Text, From Poland, Issue No. 41, Summer 2008

All poems from This Is Not a Place to Sing, West End, 1987


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